Alan

ALL LIKE THE MANTRA I can't seem to get out of my head: as if as if as if. There's a relativity factor involved in my mania that makes me want to see the proportionality of all things as if they were examples. When my mother tells me she's sorry I have become a Satanist (she knows she's not overreacting) and she prays for me every day, then I all the same tell myself as if she gave a shit. Uttering that structure defuses it as if it hadn't happened. As if there were a war in Vietnam. Poof!

It's easy enough to kill if you get it through your head you're just a tool in the hands of a superior superintelligence.



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