Old Hippie
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She looks and looks and looks...
by Teraissa Murray


    my sad story is that of may highschool student's. i am working on a research paper for one of my classes my topic being the experimental drugs and how they were accepted in the sixties. If any one can help i'd be much abliged and thankfull. by teraissa


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G Gordon Liddy , an employee of Orange County
by rich


    Warm night with Santa ana winds keeping it shirtless at 11:00 PM. The intersection is crowded. In front of the Mystic Arts World there are people streched out on the side walk and a crowded tangle of people weaving thru and over and around them . It is inscense and pot mixed with whispers and giggles. Across the street is a fast food place and diagionaly at the farthest corner is a young buckskin jacketed girl and her friend , an also very young , guy. They are sitting on a hydrant - - - -sorta kicked back but in reality they are selling mini barrels. Very tiny , pin head sized hits of L that you can hold 10 or 12 between your thumb and finger and it has the effect of Sandoz , like came in those glass vials. We strole over to their corner of the innersection and ask "how much"? "$2.50 a hit" the girl says and we hand the dude a $20 and say "got change , we want 4 hits"? He reaches down into a pocket with our $20 in his hand and the chicky hands us 4 hits when from the corner of my eye I see movement , running figures ! A van comes thru the signal really fast up on the curb with one wheel and people are grabbing the chick ! I'm across the street and into the McDonalds and my old lady is in front of the Mystic Arts . The mini barrels are disolving already and soon I will be wishing I was aiding that disolution. The dude and his lady got cuffed and we drove home bummed out at that but my old lady was just beginning to begin a very intense evening. I went to bed ,oh well !


Boardwalk SC
by Proxy for a Friend


    The last time the proxied one did LSD (or what they called LSD) was on JULY 4 1969 (year of this site; birthday of USA) and it was PATRIOTIC trip to the famous boardwalk at Santa Cruz CA, soon to become murder capital of the world with several emulators of Manson all operating at once. Bummer. The companion on this trip, a cross between Elton John and a Hell's Angel, years later was so gone he could not remember his friend. Still living in Santa Cruz incidentally, where work is optional.


Marijuana
by Chasity M. Jones


    I use to smoke a lot a weed!!!!!!!! I still do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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by r and a


    i don't have a story, real or imagined for that matter. we're hot, sexy chicks and we are avaliable get on us now. have a nice day


1969 : A year in the life. At least what I can remember.
by Hippie Don


    The year started out where 68 left off. With me being a red freak. I liked mixing reds (secinol) with whites (benzidrine or later methadrine. I was able to keep from passing out with the right combo. If you know anything about this you'll know that after doing this for months on end it makes you a pretty rowdy mother fucker. I'm a peaceful person by nature and a head buster on reds. I would have probably done major dammage or even killed a friend of mine if not for the intervention of some other friends. This ended my being a red freak. I tried smoking weed but couldn't get anything but a raspy throat so i became a juicer. This has some pretty big drawbacks: barfing everywhere, pissin alot, wakeing up in weird places just to name a few. The only thing good that came out of this was that I took this chick to a bikers pad and was invited to stay. I had already downed 2 bottles of ripple before I got there so I was feeling pretty good. They passed out some reds, there wasn't an even number so everyone got 3 except me. I only had 2 then they brought out some hash. I had never smoked hash before so I was pretty inept at the process. I did manage to get a couple of good hits though. This brought on my first and only blackout in my life. I woke home the next day not knowing how I'd gotten there. I had now become able to get stoned. This was a hell of alot better than drinking. I was getting stoned in a park one day when I met some hippies. I had been to monterey and big sur but that's when i was still a straight. Now I was meeting these people on common ground and it was FAR OUT!. These were now my kind of people. They were friendly sharing passive stoners and I fit right in. The rest of the year was spent enjoying, helping, meeting, and sharing with others. I had come a long way in a short year. I was not aware of what 1970 would bring. With being drafted at the start of the year and ending it in NAM. But thats a story for another page dealing with 1970. This has been a condensed version of me in 1969. I hope it was as good a year for you as it was for me. DON W. a.k.a.Hippie Don PEACE (pass it on)


how to spic spanish
by roberto


    Spell "socks"!


breeching out, straight edge and carbonated semen
by xcigarx


    Feeling my Guam, gopher me up on your 2600. Q-bert side project metaease. Double dare you to Pong after 4 hour marathon of War Games.


get a life
by Clarence


    I was once walking down the street, whistling to myself, minding my own business, when a homeless man with an abnormally large head walked up to me and spit in my ear. I pretended not to notice at first, and be nonchalant, but his was to no good effect, because he proceeded to poke me very aggresively in the back with a stick. So, naturally, i turned around and smacked the fool. He was on the ground in the dirty snow whimpering and holding his bleeding face. He looked up at me and began to make growling and barking noises, and he tried to bite my ankles, so I kicked him in the face. Again he was whimpering and pawing at the air, so I took the rubbish can, smashed his face with it, dumped its contents onto the wretch, and put the can over his head. I then proceeded to stroll down the road into a cafe and grabbed a cup of tea.


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Greetings, Grandma, Other Relatives, Interference
by Toby McFuckYou


    He has a friend at www.brown.edu. His friend is not in a band. His friend, when he is listening to music and writing typing on his keyboard at the same time, is affected by the music and the words change. But not in any way that if you were reading it you would be able to tell what kind of music he was listening to. You have two options: 1.) apostrophes make vernacular seem academic. Example: "I ta'nt shittin' you, fuck'r!" Leave the apostrophe out, and let the cheap letters work for themselves. 2.) I am not my friend who goes to brown. I am not Will Oldham, and have never played guitar in a band, though I taught myself the drums. If you chose option nummer one, turn to page 3. If you chose the second option, turn to page 17. Can you tell I'm listening to techno ON THE RADIO???? Then, Toby forgot HTML. He looked at his hands. The dj's black baseball cap went to Wesleyan and learned shit, not even limited to facts and ideas, I mean it learned DISCIPLINE! Then he subscribed to some literary quarterlies. As a child, he bought high-grade marijuana and smoked it. How hot it smelled! They cooked a tuna melt and learned JAVA, which is a computer type thing. Muc


i've ruined the weekend.
by kurt sorensen


    the walls are cold here. i would like to go to the toilet now. i've ruined the weekend, have'nt i? breakfast? oh, i don't like breakfast. my home parents say breakfast is the most important meal of the day. they say if you want to be active you must eat breakfast. they say you must eat fruit, you must eat cereal, you must drink milk! i like fruit. i've ruined the weekend, have'nt i? sorry?...oh yes, i eat dinner. i like dinner. i think dinner is the most important meal of the day. i say that if you have a good dinner, you have a good day. i say that if eat well then you will sleep well. yes, dinner is good. the best for a good day. i've ruined the weekend, have'nt i? the walls are cold here. i'd like to go to the toilet now. do you like renault cars? i hate santa claus. i like lime flavouring more than i like santa claus! i don't need to go to the toilet....


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Three Penguins in a Dust-colored Saucer
by Olimpia & Valeria Gheorghiu


    The vines did nothing to hide the soldier's grimy crying face. He fell on the ground in a jungle mine puddle. For a moment the coolness made him think of a respite in the Antarctic. " Ay AY AY ay! How many bananas can one man eat???" He dreamed of a big burger and clutched his weapon in agony. Oversized jungle ants marched by and he wondered if ant burgers were any good. Lost, he began to wonder about his family again. In the orange haze of a blaze that never left the inside of his eyelids, he saw three little figures. His mother, his father, his brother.


Three Penguins in a Dust-colored Saucer
by Olimpia & Valeria Gheorghiu


    The vines did nothing to hide the soldier's grimy crying face. He fell on the ground in a jungle mine puddle. For a moment the coolness made him think of a respite in the Antarctic. " Ay AY AY ay! How many bananas can one man eat???" He dreamed of a big burger and clutched his weapon in agony. Oversized jungle ants marched by and he wondered if ant burgers were any good. Lost, he thought of his family again. In the orange haze of a blaze that never left the inside of his eyelids, he saw three little figures. His mother, his father, his brother. His wedding. He toasted the swelterng heat. Tuxedoes and gossimer. He wanted to be at his brother's wedding one day, so he forced himself up and walked- determined to get out alive. Bomb sounds erased all traces of identity. Fight, fight to get out!!! Where was the exit??? Nothing but vines and birds screaming. As if he knew the way, he flung his clothes into the river and floated away.


Three Penguins in a Dust-colored Saucer
by Olimpia & Valeria Gheorghiu


    The vines did nothing to hide the soldier's grimy crying face. He fell on the ground in a jungle mine puddle. For a moment the coolness made him think of a respite in the Antarctic. " Ay AY AY ay! How many bananas can one man eat???" He dreamed of a big burger and clutched his weapon in agony. Oversized jungle ants marched by and he wondered if ant burgers were any good. Lost, he thought of his family again. In the orange haze of a blaze that never left the inside of his eyelids, he saw three little figures. His mother, his father, his brother. His wedding. He toasted the swelterng heat. Tuxedoes and gossimer. He wanted to be at his brother's wedding one day, so he forced himself up and walked- determined to get out alive. Bomb sounds erased all traces of identity. Fight, fight to get out!!! Where was the exit??? Nothing but vines and birds screaming. As if he knew the way, he flung his clothes into the river and floated away.


Who's got the herb?
by Mandy Kay


    why can't we all just get along and smoke a bong?


Who's got the herb?
by Mandy


    why can't we all just get along and smoke a bong? email me at morrisonsgoddess@hotmail.com


I love black people!
by Joe Miller


    I LOVE BLACK PEOPLE!!!


Alan Passaro
by Dennis Cooper


    Alan Passaro-the killer!! I don't belive it: He is not in prison!!! ....Dirty Hell's Never again! Dennis


who am i
by robin hood


    once i knew a man named chuck scott, ex NAVY SEAL, ENTREPUTNER, FOUNDER AND ORIGINATOR OF HEAD SHOP CALLED THE PSYCHEDELICATESSON ANY ONE REMEMBER HIM???? HE WAS KILLED BY DEA


Yo Quiero Taco Bob
by Ana Maria Ramirez de Arellano


    Q. Tell us your first memory of The Taco. A. I was at the Cape with my Jr. High Friend Moya McLaughlin and her family. It is the only time I've been to the Cape. Papa McLaughlin arrived and said, "your mother has just given birth." Q. And was it Taco, or Enchilada? A. It was another Taco. They were to name him Bob, in honor of his literary Uncle Bob I. Q. So, that makes him part of a lineage? A. Yes. Due to his accomplishments and Intellect, he is now Uncle Bob II, or the Taco Supreme. Q. What was your reaction? A. Well, of course, I had to be driven back to New Jersey, to see the new Taco for myself. Q. What was that like? A. He was in a little warming pan. They were a bit concerned that he might cool, and thus lose some of his excellent taste. This proved to be a wonderful idea, since he has retained his taste to this day. Q. What is your evidence for that? A. Gook. In a jar. With body parts. He is also a Godfather, which gives him divine qualities. Q. Such as? A. The ability to transport himself to countries to which our own is hostile. The ability to subsist on nuts, grains, honey, locusts, and the ocasional bivalve. To play in a travelling band. To write in hiperscript, an ethereal medium which travels through the cyber. Q. Will you be gracing us with more of these tales of Taco Bob in the future? A. Maybe.


Saltwater & Stone
by The Wedge Whomper


    Fullmoon nights,surfing naked,building forts in the sanddunes,off shore winds,dawn patrol,Da kind herb.................beautiful girls,Killer Dana Point south swell,Tresels,the Rendevous Ballroom,The Prison of Socrates,Easter Week(Bal-Week)woodies(both kinds)Baja,Husongs Cantina,K-39,Todos,The City(S.F.)Mendo,Honey Mountain,Sunset Strip,Venice Canal Festival,Love Ins @ Griffith Park,Golden Gate Fields.making lots of love,mok'in lotsa herb,Big Sur,Carmel,the Cruz,getting kicked outa Newport Harbor High School class of 61',Soooooooooo if any of this mumbo jumbo sparks a vision in the old memory bank,drop a line on me..............A.M.F............................


8 tracks
by gfddol


    i'm 13 and i have a 8 track collection, over 100.


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by michael thompson


    we have a pub in hull dedicated to world war two do you have any detailed pictures of doodlebug bomb thanks Mr M J Thompson


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by Margie Luesebrink


    wait, I thought this was the guest book! Hi Bobby! Diana Slattery and I are here hanging out in the Haight, just like the old days!


mb
by morgan lebus


    a kid cursed a squirrel. he blocked our view of the crippled chevy van driving on a flat tire. some pale guy with long hair shook the steering wheel leaking tears, while a short dyke beast hollered from the cabin "fuck you, cujo!! we're never gonna get the money now!!" FBI were everywhere. or at least i think they were. the kid had a rock and was trying to break open a nut in his palm. the papers said Patty was in on it. we disagreed, really pissing our parents off. a frisbee flew by, and for a brief moment it consumed everyones attention even acorn boy. it was impossible to tell who had thrown it so late in flight. the intended reciever was unclear. before it landed i was alreay studying a leaf and the tiny stems running through it. i believed it to be very symbolic.


I'm still alive
by Ronald Hadley Stark


    Did you think I was dead? Sorry, I'm still alive, and I'm planning a great return, to unmask all the traitors of the Brotherhood of Eternal Love. If you want to contact me, feel yourself free to e-mail me at ronstark@libero.it


I Am Only 7 years Old
by Stacey Richter


    My name is Stacey Sara Richter. I like to write! I am seven years old and tall for my age. My teacher is Ms. Vicksburg she says I am a snot. Ha ha ha. I am not allowed to do a zillion things: play with the collies next door that I love, because they are going to be in a dog show and I will spoil them. Pick my nose and eat it because it is sooo gross and spreads cooties that lead to vomit. Here's a joke what did the dog say when he sat on the sandpaper? Rough rough. I like a boy named Bobby. I told him I would be his girlfriend if he would stop smelling his fingers all the time but he didn't stop.


Comments, In the convenient form of a blotter
by Distorted Reality


    As the pile sit in the box the story refolds. A plink of a plat droped in. Such a fable of the sort mushed my mellon on the outside of my inside and out poureth my reality through the crack in the ceiling. Im grasping to let loose. Feareth not, of the wisdom of experience


That's Some Eats!
by Dale Collins


    Jason Blaney told me in no uncertain terms that God put us on this land to surf New Straitsville. He told me this after he and I had made our way to his house in Perry County, Ohio, and where we saw Ginger the dog (or was it a cat?)and the old camper, a.k.a. The Titanic. Johnny (also known as Pat), Jason's paw, said in the kitchen ---where football-shaped mouse droppings graced the sink rim--that the electric drill next to the pile of junk on the table was for "workin' on the Titanic." Damn, we missed out on some good home cooking at the VFW post, but Matthew's Bar had a good cavernous New Year's Eve stumbling drunk revelry going that night. The lady in the gold lame dress said of Jason and me,while tooting paper horn, quote, I"M GONNA WAKE "ESE FUCKERS UP!!! The stars were cold, high, bright that night.


who would have guessed
by christy


    i can remember laying on the beach, getting high, writing poetry and listening to whoever was there playing music. there was really no such thing as a stranger. we were all friends, all lovers and it was a beautiful thing. nowadays if you say hi to someone you don't know, they get all paranoid like your going to ask them for a favor like directions or something and the younger generation no longer seems to think it's cool to get high. they are more interested in sports or other after school activities that back in good ole '69 were thought to be "square". who would have ever guessed in 20 short years it would become "hip" to be "square"?


Clyde Bradshaw
by Dale Collins


    Clyde Bradshaw walked and talked, walked and talked, walked and talked all around the small town of Corryton, Tennessee with many cares but no piercing stares but kind smiles all the while for he was a good man if ever there was one, and he was a son of fine parents, a momma and daddy of the best, east or west.


Lake Amador
by JRL


    I'm looking for people that were at the Lake Amador, CA Rock Festival in the fall of'69. It was an awesome festival, with Santana, the Sons, and Bo Diddley headlining. Email me if you were there.


I ate the brown acid
by Thomas Pynchon


    This is not a lie. This is what actually happened. I told the man with the hairy chest that I was a novelist, or not that I was a novelist, but that I was working on a novel, a novel that I thought would become very important. Some day. He told where the portapotties were, and offered me a dazzling array of chocolates. I told him that I was very interested in rocket science. He transformed into a woman with the beak of a bird, surrounded by rats, some of whom were friendly, some of whom were not. Her legs fused and became that of a mermaid, that is, changed from legs to tail. I drooled and confessed that I was always fond of Melville. Her voice was that of Bob Dylan. Young Bob Dylan. She nursed me while singing Subterranean Homesick Blues. There was a blurry cut, suffused with pinks and oranges, I thought of Benjamin Franklin flying a kite, I thought of sportscars with sharpened fins, I thought of Mamma Cass. Then I was in the toilet. My head was in the toilet. Then I was falling down. Portapotties lead to caverns in my mind's eye. I wept for hours and hours which seemed like days and weeks. Then I needed to find her again. Then we were in a balloon, throwing pies at each other. There was marijuana, briefly. I remember blood. Her name was. Her name. Her. It was not Ophelia. Washington was rolling a joint the size of the Potomac. A spy was watching me. I was not sure if he was CIA, or German, or Italian, or British. Perhaps he was from Madagascar. I suddenly felt that my finger was stuck up the ass of the world, like a little Dutch boy. Then I was falling again, around me the walls were covered in sluice. Richard Nixon was speaking to me on the stereo of the Rosenbergs. From the left. From the right, Ronald Reagan was speaking to me of decent Americans. There were monkeys. My youth was thus spent. Would that I could have it back now. No. Not with the fire in me now.


phat sac
by sarah and amanda


    well this one day dude, like me and my friend amanda were smokin a dubie dude, and we were laffin and were totally gone and tumbled across this web-site, and was like sunshine 69 what the fuck.....ya so what exactly is this?


Postcard From the Other Side
by Raps "The Loose Spell" Rapoport


    Fell out of Marin in my grandma's borrowed Ford. Never had to decided: Intuition is a distant friend at 80 mph, still I see the word everywhere: `decide'. Later, John Muir passed me on a bicycle wearing a young girls pink dress. Somewhere the surprise was lost. Everything made sense. love without deadlines, Raps


Confessions of a Childhood Fucked
by Stanley Pain


    No, we don't need drugs, man. We don't drugs, we don't need love, we don't need peace. Shit, man. That's the problem with this world, man, everybody's so plugged in. You got to be able unplug yourself, you know, and take a look a the fucking machine your jacked into, man. Yeah, my daddy whooped me. Shit, man, one time, when I was like ten or something, I sneaked out late at night, right, and when I got home, you know, all fucked up and high and shit, my old man just laid into me, man. He didn't even say a word. He knew he didn't have to. But you see, that's all apart of the way things are, and I say fuck that shit man. No, I didn't get it any worse than the next kid got it, but shit, man, I didn't feel like I needed that shit either, you know? It's just everything, man. Everything. No, we don't need drugs.


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we put the bop in the shooby do wop
by cia doser


    Dosed a bunch of innocents, sent political dissidents to the streets incoherent and created the future of drug control. we watch and we wait for you all-signed-stanly kliphamer III dose me dose me dose me dose me dose me dose me


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watermelons
by peg the amazing


    i thought i had it all planned out-but it all got screwed up as soon as i hit the speedway. i bought 150 seeded watermelon hoping trade 'em for smoke or money or sex. whatever-somethin' good. i figured it was somethin' worth trading-whenever i get fucked up i crave watermelon-seeded watermelon, its that little bit sweeter than seedless, and that sugar bites into the burn in your throat. so anyways, i drive all the way out there hauling all the damn watermelon in the back seat of my car and arrive to find that i gotta park and walk for fucking miles to get to the damn stage area. no fucking way. i cant do that alone. so i sat by my car a while and tried to trade with the half-sober punters on their way into the show. no trade, man, i was there for hours and managed to trade a tiny tab of acid and a couple of smokes for three of my melons. so i took the acid and smoked the smokes, and tried to trade some more. all i can remember after that was laying in the middle of the road next to my beat up car with watermelons rolling, crashing and smashing all around me. guys in leather riding roaring metallic demon bikes were screeching about me and my melons as i tried to figure out which direction the sound was coming from. all i wanted was to see the stones and get fucked up. how did it become a sticky, pulpy mess so soon??


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Family
by Nityananda Ram Das


    There we were, three kids from southern Indiana in a tripped out VW van parked in front of the Mystic Arts World in Laguna. The tabs are melting in our mouths when the Man comes up to the window and sticks his head in. We all go silent. He says "What's going on in here gentlemen?" and Stevie just gushes out "Were from Indiana man and we just dropped acid and now were going night swimming in the ocean!!" The cop grins ear to ear and says "You boys enjoy your summer in California and be careful" and then just walks away. I never had one bad time the summer of '68 or '69. It was all good.


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sun of a whore
by ricky shay


    "Where's utopia?" "Yeah, exactly."


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"The Acid Test" - and - "An Elysian Field"
by Hammond Guthrie


    Hello Everyone - To FURTHUR yourselves along, please vist my Material World by visiting: intrepidtrips.com = Ken Kesey's domain - where, if you scroll to the bottom of the opening page you will find a click under my name. I hope you enjoy the trip! - And for a hit of honest to goodness - Orange Sunshine - please visit: http://www.hollywoodhangover.com/ where you will find: "Hammond's Historic Habitat," and, which features my more than 30 years ago yesterday look back upon: "An Elysian Field." This is a brief excerpt from my book of memoirs: "AsEverWas," and if this vignette interests you - please visit the August 2001 issue of jackmagazine.com where, among other adventures, an explanation of my early association with the group of angel-headed who came to be known as "The Brotherhood" will be printed in full. Thanks ever so much for taking the time, and cheers to all who enter! Hammond Guthrie


"The Acid Test" - and - "An Elysian Field"
by Hammond Guthrie


    Hello Everyone - To FURTHUR yourselves along, please visit a piece of my Material World by visiting: intrepidtrips.com = Ken Kesey's domain - where, if you scroll to the bottom of the opening page you will find a click under my name. I hope you enjoy the trip! - And for a hit of honest to goodness - Orange Sunshine - please visit: http://www.hollywoodhangover.com/ where you will find: "Hammond's Historic Habitat," and, which features my more than 30 years ago yesterday look back upon: "An Elysian Field." This is a brief excerpt from my book of memoirs: "AsEverWas," and if this vignette interests you - please visit the August 2001 issue of jackmagazine.com where, among other adventures, an explanation of my early association with the group of angel-headed surfers who came to be known as "The Brotherhood" will be printed in full. Thanks ever so much for taking the time, and cheers to all who enter! Hammond Guthrie


Journal Entry July 11, 1969 - two weeks before what changed us all
by Rick


    King Lear looks over to me and says the rapid pace of technological change is redefining art. The U.N. arrived here in 1969; I cannot but agree with him acknowledge the start of another adventure. Indiana, Korea, Moscow, where to today my authoritative friend? Today we visit Sectors South and North where the BiH seemed to be on the offensive and doing quite well for themselves. So off it was to another escape, another contrast of flowers and postmodern writers – SUNY Buffalo A/G would roll over in her grave. The economies and appearances of the towns and villages provide a striking contrast to the efforts of the NSK who have aquired more non-lethal weapons. Are you writing this? No I am running this. I thought this leg of the journey would be relaxing, but no, grad school and all its allure could not outweigh old addicitions, still haunting me, still in the back of my mind. O! to be passing with Maggie and Karen through Winrock through Farmington and Angelfire. There is a picnic table near a stream on Route 63 fifteen miles south of Angelfire. I never stopped there but the memory lingers. We could have been lovers that picnic table and me for all that I have thought about her. I dream of that table like Bridget Gibbons or Tasha Reid (i.e. ex-lovers) and wonder what would have happened? Had I stopped there for a respite from driving all damned day? Sat on the table and wrote a few lines in my journal, maybe threw some of my BK Broiler to a squirrel? How different would my life be? Not much, but then why think about that picnic table? Discipline is on the wane We always bravely say what is right on this side and what is not Magasinet, Orebro, Sweden 69 cm (20” x 26”) Retro Principle Emphatic Eclecticism Assertation of nationality and National Culture The foot that was made to walk over human corpses Observation of Holy Matrimony Decision Sense of Loss The horizon must be built


devilish
by smile_d_MaStErB|T


    the more i do this thing, the more i see him the more i acknowledge his existence,his patience and his courage to do harm. what the heck, as long as im happy with what i do and its my life anyway.........but this doesn't mean anything, its only for us to enjoy and use our hands for enjoyment...cyah and happy jerkin! hahahaah


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straw flowers
by dene


    They were everywhere. Orange ones. Red ones. Yellow. And the boys and girls growing atop the grassy patches in front of the shops passing them out were strange, frightening to an even younger girl like me. Incense. Guitars. These were scenes out of context. They belonged on the evening news broadcasted out of California, not Houston, Texas at the outdoor mall on Post Oak Drive. I wasn't supposed to leave the house without permission with Lynn but here I was anchored on concrete staring at girls in flimsy halter tops, boys with bandana headbands, and the straw flowers they were passing out. No, not passing out, really, but forcing on people with the sign of Peace. "Peace, sister," two of them said to me as they handed me a blue one. And I looked at the flower and wondered how it got so free.


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HempFest 2001 Meeting
by Hammond Guthrie


    While performing at the 2001 HempFest in Harrisburg, Or. I wandered around looking for something to eat, and stopped at a garlic booth. As I ate my garlic sandwich I began chatting with another garlic eater who was also a writer/performer, and our conversation led into the memoric past. To cut to the chase here, my new found comrade blushed a bit when I described a recent piece I wrote for http://www.hollywoodhangover.com (see: "Hammond's Habitat), which concerned my "acquaintances" The Brotherhood of Eternal Love. It turns out my garlic friend knew the "acquaintances" well from those daze, and we were able to have a marvelous conversation catch-up on old friends over garlic. This conversation will remain vague - and this note is just to express my amazed state at having bumped into each other after all the years.


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one time when i was flyin thru a supermarket
by duckfool


    one time when i was flyin thru a supermarket i saw this kid and he was 3 maybe sittin inna shoppin cart..and i wuz agittin orange jyoose cuz dayum i was high but he dint know cuz i wuz wearin sunglasses but he said AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW real loud when i walked past and i cood feel him lookin at my retreatin back but that was cool cuz i was smilin and the KID HAD READ MY MIND..............GET IT?


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I THINK HUNTER WAS TRYING TO SHOOT MICK!
by THE ROLLING CLONES


    AFTER REVIEWING THE NEWLY RESTORD DVD..ITS VERY CLEAR THAT HE WAS GOING TO SHOOT HIMSELF A ROLLING STONE! http://www.rollingclones.com


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a passage..
by evil empire


    where was MANTUP KCODRUM through this all? And who will catch him if he falls? From the forest gate to the streets of gold waiting to be told his eternal fate across an endless sea upon waves of blue will you ever find out who beckonsyou from city on the bay to where the Red Sox play to follow your plan goodspeed, my man


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by Robert J. Bambury


    From: Robert J. Bambury To: The person who signed this guest book using my name. YOU will be hunted down and terminated! Robert J. Bambury


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CONFUSED IN A CONFUSED WORLD!
by what da hell is this?


    what the hell is htis website. its so confusing! where is the starting of the story? actually is this even a story? OKAY NOW I know... maybe i'll hit the books!! Seriously, this is wack!


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talkin
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Have the Crime Dogs All Gone Home?
by Mark Benjamin Church


    In this dark'nd wake, blue wat'rs spilling sliced buy our slight greying boat called "Our Years" we hold ourself, we all in all in one, higher than the distributed tremour of black evening clearly seeing the theory of after darkness, as in the reflected circumfranstance of hour overhead, afar from the coast of California with drukz- computer water, paper, dope-- heading back into time from HowAIi the FewTir, a rubber skullcap roadabout our ears, I see me as a many spilling in the tight throat. Way hence, beside our boat shifting in perceptual Image of movement beneath my feet dreampt my acid king, gripping the steerage. It being a plateau of water a thousandfold hidden from eye 1 but heard slapping gingerly the merchant fiber-glass hull, hurrying backword into the time again, a loop in karma always happened but never over, smelling again the bryne and brain hovering of ocean and seeing the still point ahead, forward heading the green port light obscured ahead, still a head and Gatsby Dead, engine whine. Like man and boat and water a piece of one eye blinked together. Teeth gripping, long live the king, dead again long live his head. Bled again, long live his head, the rose resurfacing like the total actual ocean surface, always itself but ever differed, there is no orange sunshine in this one a.m.- I am-drive, from personal Hawaii back to Cali, looking for the Dead, with eye 1. In this darken'd wake, a funeral for our thought, we bury them both at sea, Dad be Dead-- the future calls the bottom of the Voyage to the Sea of green Sleep, Long John C. Lilly and Kesey the Key even Douglas Adams-- our hour of right write, like sand through an hour glass, these are the plays of our lives. My cigarrette loosens its steam orderly into the wind reddening my face-- I long for the Indian, for eye 1 and imagine I'll hit the California Coast, but I never do. A dream of running in place, mayor of New Work.


orange barrels
by woodpeeker


    lots of orange barrels, lair hill park, portland, oregon. they sat with their paper sack and dispensed. high and mightily the rain and wind and sun whipped around and through everything they slowly did. lots of orange barrels, whoosh, pull/pushed them down I-5 and into salem, eugene, and further south...1968 going into '69 going into 2112....lots of orange barrels....


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raelizatoin of a dream
by jagger dylan love


    one fine day i saw a past and future come together......when my young son jagger was born.....all in the name of rock n roll....


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hunh!
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    The room is dark except for the pattern printed on the wall ...


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Big Old House
by Magnus Melliander


    I can remember it still, the big old house in our neighbourhood. It used to scare me, me and my friends. They told us the house was full of ghosts, a big old haunted house. We had nightmares, me and my friends. The days seemed to be so much longer then, when we grew up, set for waiting and for dreams. Taking off to the hills outside of town was our freedom as we knew it. Somehow time was against us our expectations would reveal for us that letting go is easily achieved when you´re down on your bare knees. These tainted pictures of broken dreams that we all fill our minds with as the the years go by, one day got me thinking about the big old house. I remember it so well...


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by E. Koven


    She's just arrived off the plane. One week and she'll go to New York, where the school is. She can't spend much money here, she has to send it home because she's now the breadwinner for 5 sibs and her mom. American scholarships pay for Taiwanese food. There's a Chinatown here but she doesn't miss home yet, its environment at least. Her English is rusty and overpronounced, her brow furrowed. She's never been a tourist before. This must be really difficult. When you've worked all your life in school or selling soap or cleaning house you're not so good at having fun in a foreign land.


Why Not?
by Logan Broder


    Altamount was kind of a last minute thing for us. We just happened to be in the area(making our way up the coast). Corey caught the story on the radio the night before, and I decided that we had to be there. It wasn't really the first interaction with the "Rolling Stones," or whatever you want to call them. We'd seen them three years ago back in Tulsa. Back in the day my lady friend, Louise had been really into the band, so we were forced to camp wait outside the arena after the show. Upn exit, Mick Jagger had shot her a look and whistled at her. I charged at him, but couldn't make it through the throng. Altamount would be my revenge. I would get him yet...So I hit him, and got revenge.


marianne's mishap
by j-vass


    8 july 1969 the mission glimmer twins keith: mick wis freakin out about marianne. i kept tellin 'im is' gonna be alright, but he wouldn't listen. he wis a bloddy mess, cryin through the mission. i wis draggin 'im from tequila joint to tequila joint, he drinkin' the whole time, like he wanted to feel how marianne must've been feelin'. i love mick but i'll tell ye one thing--i got bloddy fockin' sick a' draggin 'is pissed ass around the mission. === mick: keith simply did no' understand how a man could be so upset about a woman. now, i wis bein' a friggin' fool, pissin about the mission with him the day that marianne almost kicked it fer good. but keith hasn't got it in 'im to feel the pain of a woman. he's too fuckin' tough fer that mess.


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    Norm never really liked his older sister. She thought that she was better than him. Or at least that was the way it seemed to him. She would go out on the weekends and practically forget about him. Forget that he was alive. It might have been different if his parents were around. But his mother died when he was eight from cancer and his father... well, he never really knew his father. But anyway, Genee was nineteen when their mother died. Old enough to be a legal guardian so she was given custody of Norm.


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What is in the Phenh?
by Robby


    Rolled into Cambodia out of a twice lived dream communist smut and melting ice cream. Oh now, here is where. Fouth of July and my sights are on the only things they cant be on: a ticket to the farthest place from the land of d free. No matter that marching lines to my back infantry ahead. Oh no, oh on...


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fags r us
by ian bruce


    fags r u, fags r u, erase this shit, or i will spu.\ ian bruce


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The Poet of golden gate
by Gypsy


    I walked off the ave tru a tunnel into the world of Magical people and amazing people.The golden gate park turned into a world of hypnotic music, dancers and Love in one . a young Boy fresh from the Islands of the pacific Northwest,Oak Harbor to be exact.I was to spend the summer of love and splender In a new world trying to make a change in a world gone Mad. and they thought we were nuts at the time . Now they all wish they had taken the journey into a world that scared them just because we were different looking and dressing. and a vocabulary of such words as groovy and hip,I found my self that summer of love and all that Im am to day came from that park and the time I had there. It was the time of a Peace and love I have been searching for the rest of my life there after.occasally I fine it in my travels and friends.The new flower children are as great as we were,And i still smile when I see them,for they are the mirror of the that time in the Park of golden moments and understaning that we were needed but not taken serious .what we needed to save the world and pass on the wisdom we just know was right.Yes Indeed..we knew we could do it. Well we tried but most went into the worlds they had tried to excape and change.I still am trying to save the world thru my poetry of whales and my peoms of children who need help in hunger and poverity and abuse. I have found I do make a differance in the world . I fed over 100 thousand children thru my feed the children website. 300 thousand cups of foodfin all. or 3 cups of food for each child.. not bad for just 20 hours a week. And I met some of the greatest people on the net,with hearts of golds and the hearts of flower children do this day. Yes over 50 and still the heart of a child.It's a good thing.LOL I would love to build a website for my children but its going to take time for I am brand new to the puter,I have arrived from webtv to the world of a great tool ,the computer. so thats my story and Im sticking to it... your friend in all that is humanity Gypsy


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    Hello!I'm the reincarnation of Beate Uhse. My friend and I want to try "69". But we don't know how to do. Can you help us with this problem? Do you want to try with us?


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My Husband the Rock Star: Ten Years with Quicksilver Messenger Service, a Memoir"
by shelley duncan


    Well, I really have told my story, and it's about to be published. I was married to Gary Duncan of Quicksilver Messenger Service from 1965-1976. But, for this moment let me go back to 1969. . . Mount Tamalpais, by the "stone throne," high on LSD, blue liquid, 250 mg, felt like Alice in Wonderland at her tiniest, flowers looming over my head, SF Bay sparkling, sun coming up with pink roses all around it! I was stoned. Anyway, my book it titled above, and my web site is www.flowerchildbooks.